Friday, September 26, 2008
blink, don't
... and now the explanation. I'm sure this seems bad, like I'm moving backwards. Here's what I know: moving backwards is impossible. We can only move forward and, it so happens, that this forward looks temporarily masculine. Why? Well, that's easy. Step one: get sick. Step two: lose tons of weight. Step three: stop taking all your pills and injections because you're body is too weak to handle them. Voila! I have more testosterone in my body now than I have in ages, possibly ever, hence looking male is kind of expected. At first I thought it was totally unfortunate but now I'm kind of fine with it so long as it is temporary. Besides it's autumn and I have no girl clothes for this season whereas I have lots of boy clothes for said same. Combine that with a steep economic decline making clothes shopping unwise and the fact that, as a guy, I'm actually kind of hot and you get where I am. How long will it last? Who can say, who can say...
I am (and knock on wood, if you can) feeling better and gaining some weight back. I plan to get an injection next week and within the next two or three to get back to normal on the pill front. I can't tell you what a difference all that junk makes. Well, you know, because you just watched it. Never fear! I'm the Doctor so I'll definitely survive. Everyone else might die and universe go boom but I'll still be here and isn't that what really matters?
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Glad to see your doing better, and your retaining a sense of humor about it. I don't buy you as a guy, ofcourse I never bought a person. But sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. looking forward to you moving forward and moving out. The hermit needs a new shack one with hopefully less hostile natives. See you again soon.
So we have a butchy Bitsy.At least it's a live Bitsy. And I can tell it's a feeling-better Bitsy too. Yay!
What have you done to my hair? I was supposed to be blonde.
You make a cute Tennant. But I always thought he would make a cute girl.
I'm torn between freaking out and getting turned on. I'm all like ARRRRGGGHHHooooooh?
Knowing that you're returning to girl mode in a matter of a few weeks I'm OK with you dressing like this for now. I know you were nervous about how I'd react.
In the meantime I'm taking advantage of this brief opportunity whilst you are visiting testosterone town to fully crush on you and your hot fake accent. You probably can't tell this from reading a web page but I'm totally fluttering my eyelids at you right now. What? No, it's not epilepsy. No. No that's hardcore flirting, baby. Growr.
Don't worry, you still look female, and personally I think shirt and tie on a girl looks rather hot. Or maybe I'm thinking of schoolgirl uniforms...
your tie totally turned me on yesterday.
as for the mystery of your quickly growing hair...well, you just say the word, hummingbird. we'll chop it off again whenever you feel like it.
i miss you already. need to hang out again soon and sing some songs in the car.
Boy or Girl mode, you are a cutie-pie! Glad to see your sense of humor emerge again. Proof that little testosterone can't keep a good woman down!!!
Love and Kisses,
Tracey
Good to see you back in the land of the living. Great Halloween costume. You almost look like a guy. Scary scary glasses though. They look like (the I.T.Crowd's) Maurice Moss' REALLY big glasses. Looking forward to your regeneration back to Bitsy. As I imagine you are too. :)
Stay well.
sup. My name's Rob and I just wanted to let you know that you have an incredible gift for writing. Seriously, you're gonna be very successful and you should look for opportunities to exercise that gift. I've been trolling your blog for a little over two weeks or so, and that's kinda creepy, so now I'm not trolling anymore.
Anyways, I was really concerned about you after reading your blog entries, just cause it seemed like you were dealing with a whole lotta crap. Well, I've got to let you know that God is there for you and He loves you. Period. No catch 22s, no fine print, no nothing. He loves you, alot. And I know sometimes it seems like He isn't paying attention, or maybe seems like He is picking on you, but He's not. He made you lovingly and fearfully in the womb
Isaiah 49:5-6 "And now," God says, this God who took me in hand from the moment of birth to be his servant, To bring Jacob back home to him, to set a reunion for Israel— What an honor for me in God's eyes! That God should be my strength! He says, "But that's not a big enough job for my servant— just to recover the tribes of Jacob, merely to round up the strays of Israel. I'm setting you up as a light for the nations so that my salvation becomes global!".
He has always been with you and has kept track of every single tear you've ever shed.
Psalm 56:8 - You've kept track of my every toss and turn through the sleepless nights, Each tear entered in your ledger, each ache written in your book.
He truly loves you way more than you've ever given Him credit for, more than you could ever comprehend.
I'm not saying this with some hidden agenda. I believe we are to love everyone indiscriminately, regardless of whatever way we live our lives. Lately, I've been really dealing with the issue of love and it's been an amazing thing. I've particularly been stirred up to learn more about people from various walks of life (at least as much as I can from the internet) and this lead me to finding your blog through "being t." BTW Leith is also hardcore talented as a film maker and writer, but I digress. We as people will have our disagreements about many things in life, but I can not stand for any sort of oppression or injustices. Call me a defender. Yes, I am Christian, however, the love for my God drives me to love His creations and to see them as He sees them. That means everyone, regardless of our differences.
Well, I'm kinda going long here, so I'm gonna wrap it up. I'm glad to see you're doing better and I thank God for your recovery, and I will continue to pray for your health to be even better than what it was before you became ill. I sincerely do love you, and pray that your life be filled with the love of God.
Be easy and God bless,
Rob aka Chillin
contact me at:
http://www.myspace.com/chillincauseican91
And if you're in need of cheering up today, maybe this will lighten your spirits and keep you full of anticipation.
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